I have been on a very interesting journey the past 1.5 yrs. I left a verbally abusive, alcoholic husband with my 2 children (8 & 6) and have been in the messiest, dirtiest, most outrageously expensive legal battle of my life.

My lesson? Let Go, Let God and stop trying to control EVERYTHING! Over the past year, I've developed a trusting relationship with God and have finally realized that His plan always works better than mine. My ex has the boys 1/2 time and so do I. I didn't want that but God had other plans. My 1/2 week has given me time to heal and help others and just recently, God brought my eternal love to me.

This time has been wonderful to develop our love and relationship and for the FIRST time in my life, I am not planning, controlling and arranging my life. It's wonderful and liberating.

I'm back in court in May again. My ex is evil and has hatred and vengence in his heart even though I've repeatedly asked him to heal this situation with love. I'm doing the right thing by my sons and am raising them in God's love. I just pray daily my Ex can let go and heal.

Thanks for listening.

God Bless! Lori

I'm so sorry it's hard for you and the children, Lori! I believe that when we recognize that what seems to be evil is a manifestation of the pain of others, we can begin to let go with peace and divine love. Your ex must be hurting badly to react in such painful ways. Blessings to you all...
jean

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